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| Went back to my high school today...aww~ when I heard the drums (my juniors were practising lion dance)...I was extremely excited! Chinese New Year is coming!~ I miss those days when we were seniors to teach them how to play drums and 'qiang qiang'...and I remember how I joined those guys to practise 'mou si', although Im a girl...hahaha, but it's so much fun! but, 'zak ma' is tiring though! lion dance is my high school culture, everyone has to learn it, and everyone has to spend their CNY holidays berlion dance everywhere in order to collect money for school. Undeniable that it was really very very tiring, it doesnt last for a day, but four. Though, I enjoy it! Believe it or not, some of the graduands will even go back to help. The sweet memories during those days, we had so much fun, we shared jokes, we did crazy things! There was once, two lorries with 10 plus plus students on each, stopped in front of a traffic light, before it turns green, students like us who have evil minds start throwing XTRA oranges and mandarines to each other! hahaha~ it was so much fun! the unfortunate car sandwiched in between the two lorries was so frightening! Well, although we were punished by the teacher when we were back to school, but i would love to do it again in the future! :P kekeke... Last year, we as 2006 graduands, formed a lion dance team to help the school (cuz the amount of students dropped like hell), another unforgettable experience, i have to admit that we are old...as we easily get tired that time...sooo, to gain back the semangat! we started to sing new year songssssss on the lorry! DAMN LOUD! until the aunties and uncles all come out and see...hahaha! some of them even praised us for being so energetic and happy! HAHAHA...thanks to those KIND aunties and uncles who belanja us with drinks and cookies! AND of course! the ANGPAUsssss too..!~ hohoho!~Well, Im hoping that this year, we are able to form a team or join juniors' team to help the school in collecting money and also to bring LUCKSSSSS to everybody's houses! Love chinese new year! Love my high school! Love those memories! 
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| How does it feel, when the feeling is gone... I thought it will last long, I thought I will be waiting here... I thought you will be standing there... But it fades away...like soft wind... Does distance, keep us apart? Does the ocean, keep us apart? Or... Oh! It's so much silly to blame everything... Me, and you. We are walking away from each other. One to the left, and one to the right... And what was left behind?... Silly smile crawls up our faces, "Nothing, nothing's left behind..." Chin Hoi | | |
| I'm glad to have parents who willingly provide us with good education. I'm thankful to have parents who willingly give their children all the best thing they have in their lives. I'm lucky enough to be their daughter. Oh yes, I love them! Definitely. But now, I wonder...will I love someone else more in the future? Like for instance, my boyfriend? My husband? I'm worried. Parents love us whole heartedly. But what can we do to repay them? Our love for them might someday be lesser. But their love for us, will definitely accumulate. I'm scared. I don't want to change. I don't want to grow up. Can I go back to the time when we were small? My dad once told my mum, 'Children when they were small are good...but now, so much worrying.' We repay them in this way? I know the tie of this relationship will go round and round, all the way, connected. We will someday get married. We will someday have children. We will someday be parents. What goes around, comes around. Piss...confusing! 'Someday, if I need your help to tie up my shoe laces. Be patient. Do you still remember how patient I was to teach you when you were small?'... So, I was thinking. Should I have children? Should I love someone else other than my family and friends? | | |
| Guess what? Im holiday-ing now!! It's time to parteeee!~ Finally, Im freed from assignmentsss and Taylors! Big+good news...Im so happeeee that I can cry...... Well, we just went for a trip to Genting. Staying a night at First World with the 3 largeeee single beds...awww...we had so much fun! even just in the hotel room...luckily we din go to the theme park.. i HATE theme park....dunno why...phobia i guess! So before that, we had a discussion in a small msn chatroom, where 7 of us squeezing there and argued over PasarRakyat vs. PlazaRakyat...(I almost faint...) and they decided to go up by CABLE CAR...gosh.....i have height phobia...they all persuaded me...okay then I was thinking, why not have a try?....and I ended up screaming in the cable car where jean had to cover my mouth with her hand...hahaha... Jean has weird friends...Eiran has weird friends...I HAVE weird friends too....I observed something new during the trip, especially tan eiran...he blowed his that part (which made basah by Jean) with hair dryer...and I found out that he doesn't really like to wear cloths....Jean, as usual...spends over dunno how long in front of the mirror putting some stuff on her face...AND! she's sooooo motherly that she will keep the hotel room clean by picking all the 'lap sap' then sambil ber-mumbling that she dun want to stay with wyan and me...who like to throw things every where...hahahah...Jean the Mom. Wyan, she's weird all the time, hahahaha...but this time...she really freaked me out, she actually has a habit WATCHing people SLEEP...and she loves to touch people's back...and so do MayHwa...hahaha...MayHwa the big shark actually has a habit to hold something to sleep....as we were running out of bantal, that night, she hold a big water bottle to sleep...the WHOLE NIGHT...Felix the cat, who is a weirdo too, he brought his son the 'black bunny' (which looks like a coarpse) to genting...hahaha...cant tahan! last but not least...Szujane! Szujane semangat wanna eat cup noodle that night...i think she might be toooo hungry...haha, me and wyan actually evilly threaten her with some valuable news that we have on our hand that night...poooooor girl....haha...overall, I really enjoyed it soooo much...it could be better if IONE who ffk us did join the trip.....I guess it would be more fun ! haha... Love U Guys! ~Love to have Weird Friends like them.... | | |
| What makes me blog? My bunch of blogging friends...appears to be the main reason. For me, blogging is like writing diaries, the difference is that blogs are open for all, anyone can read about you there, diaries, you keep it yourself. So, indirectly, isn't blogging is a sign of LOA too? HAHAHA...Oops!Wyan will slap me for saying so... Actually blogging is healthy, it's a way to express our feelings, whether anger or happiness, still, it reduces our emotional burdens, pretty good though. Does it mean that a psycho person like me can be cured if I blog? I hope so...AT LEAST...if I write here...you all won't say that I MONOLUGUE again...I have a new tunnel to release my stressness and pshychoness! No more talking to hair dryer, dinding, Cent Cent, Do Do, Lar Lar, Sue's puppy....which Wyan, Jean, Ione, Eiran, Sue and even Szujane think it's not a normal sign for human beings to talk to non living objects...hahaha...okay, now I talk to my blog. Hi blog, how are you feeling today?... Anyways, I don't monologue...really...I wonder who started to spread the rumours that I do talk to myself...I wonder who...So Jean and Wyan, what do you guys think huh?...hmm... Ok, stop this topic...I wish I can understand more and know more about you guys through your blogs, so...Xanga here I come! Blogging here I come! Embrace me!... Chinhoi | | |
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